Tuesday, November 21, 2006
[*hE.aVen'$. $.tReN.gTh*] ...things have been chaotic lately. yet again, i find myself caught in the same kind of situation somewhat similar to something tht happened before, but somehow, it's seems far worse this time round. i'm afraid. i'm not sure at all what will happen and how things will turn out. my mind is in a whirl now. as it is, i'm stressed, tired, but with all these additional things, my mind is too mixed up and now, i'm not sure what i'm actually feeling.
but i still do believe very strongly that God will pull us through all these difficulties. no matter how hard the wind blows against us, He'll grant us the strength to walk against it and overcome it. i believe that He'll watch over us and be with us every step of the way. we'll make it through, because we have God and because we have faith. but being a human, i do have thoughts of giving up, but i will not, i will trust God, i will be able to make it through. even if the entire earth is against me, if God is for me, who can be against me?
God will keep me safe in this crazy world. He'll keep me happy. He'll be showering me with His love. He's the reason why i'll be able to make it through things. i wish sometimes to be able to escape from all these trouble, but i guess God put us through these trials for us to become stronger and all things do happen for a reason that God knows and has. these trials will make us humble ourselves and depend on Him. these trials will bring us back to God if we have drifted from Him. and we will grow spiritually stronger.
i guess people are not perfect. thus there are conflicts existing among us wherever we go. but we should all try to understand each other and think of ourselves less and more about others. things will be better this way, cause everyone will be sensitive to the situations that the people around them are in. the world does not revolve around us. we share the world with people. but in the first place, God said that we do not even belong to this earth. we're just passing by.
no matter what happens tomorrow, in the future, i can be sure of one thing. God will be with me all the way, holding my hand, telling me that everything is gonna be alright.
love,
cheryn ...
posted at 11/21/2006 10:54:00 pm
